April 2012
10 posts
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Jealous
“God damn it. Do you feel this?”
I’m on the phone with her and growing more and more frustrated. Energy is burning deep inside me. I stare at my bare feet while I pace the floor. Cold kitchen tiles under my hot feet; the oak planks and a small, nubby carpet in the living room. There are gaps in the hardwood. Here and there a small nail head sticks up too far....
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Primal
When you come to me, I’m going to bathe you. I’ll roll up my sleeves and turn on the hot water. A deep soak; water deep enough for you to float in my arms. I will cradle your head in my hands. I’ll cup my palms and lift and pour the water on you. I will push the water over you.
Pressing my thumb against your bottom lip to open your mouth, I remind you of an ancient pleasure,...
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Giving Over
If I asked you to take over, would you do that for me? I’m so tired. I need you to hold me. I need you to do everything.
Here. Take off my glasses. Untie my shoes and I’ll step out of them. Unbutton my shirt. I’m not wearing a bra. Undo my belt and my pants. Slide them down over my hips. I’ll step out of them and sit on the edge of the bed. Pull my socks off.
You leave...
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Shut You Up
Sometimes I need to shut her up. My hand over her mouth. It’s not because I don’t want to hear what she says. I do. I like hearing her talk very much. But sometimes all her chatter in my ear drives me too crazy, distracting me. And I want to focus more keenly on what I’m doing.
“You need to shut up now,” I whisper. My fingers close over her mouth and I squeeze my...
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The Pilgrimage
Darkness. It starts in a dark, low place. This is the bottom or at least near the bottom. This is the place you reach when you want to crawl on your knees and bloody them. “Don’t look at me.”
You want to feel the stinging shame of dependence and yet feel entirely alone. This is the darkness you need to go through. Starve yourself of everything you desire. This is the time. It is...
Rushing
I need her flesh. I need to climb her like a mountain.
This isn’t desire anymore, it’s a clear vision. It’s obsession. I hurriedly gather a few things I think I’ll need and head out without proper preparation. My unguided journey to her starts in a rush.
I need her flesh. I need to climb her like a mountain.
I need to dig my fingers into all the uncharted terrain. I...
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hard
She stood up and pushed her chair behind her hard and fast enough that it scraped across the floorboards and swung backwards, nearly falling over. She took two steps towards me ending up close, right up against me, with her legs spread apart. Her skirt pulled tight against her thighs. My fingers traced the ripples of fabric and she slapped me away. She hissed at me with her lips apart and teeth...